Medical checkup

Just came back from NUH. Booked out today for appointment, had much excess time, so i went back to hc to collect my yearbook before appt, and now im home to relax before booking back in soon.

Nice to see the juniors back in school =). Met Mrs Ang and Ms Soh, couldn't find the rest. Should visit another day.


As for the med checkup, i was awarded 2 months of light duty. If you don't know what light duty for two months means, it can be simply translated to 3 words - Out Of Course/ Out Of Training. Like fuck.


Seems like my fight to stay on course has only just began. Even so, it already seems impossible. Efforts futile. Officership unattainable. Only thing I can do now is to grind my brains and come out with feasible ideas and things to say that can help me negotiate myself back into course. I'm in Airwing anyway, and could probably survive through 2 months, since there aren't any tough physical training till like 10 weeks away? There aren't even any SOCs for me to deal with, so logically I shouldn't face any difficulty at all. I'm excused all upper limbs, hence Im hoping to get a deal whereby I can be exempted from everything except running, all the way until my IPPT which is on the 6th week. If i can still get a gold or silver w/o any dislocations along the way, then i should really be allowed to stay. But if i cant, or sustain any further dislocations in my whole service term, den i would be more willing to leave.


Argh help, this isn't gonna be easy. I can't do this by myself.


Help me to smile in the face of adversity, that i may understand the fact that you already know my future, and that you have said that it is good. Help me to understand that nomatter what your favour always shines upon me, and I will be victorious no matter what at the end of the day. It's all by your word, and I believe you. Not by my faith but by yours Jesus.

You have always lived up to your word. Time and time again i've screwed up but nomatter what you've always brought me hope and given me the best. The context has changed but ultimately it's the same old situation again. You brought me into OCS, and now that i'm injured, won't you pull me through again?

Even if i dont stay i know that you have it all planned out for me, but it's not something that I wil contemplate about at this moment. You said that you would give me the desires of my heart, and now that desire is to be commissioned. And i claim your word for that.

Guide me as I speak, that i may be able to say and do the right things at the right times. Help me to negotiate. Help me to let go, and free my mind of worries. The battle is yours, not mine.

You do not have shoulder or back injuries, and as you are so am I in this world.


I don't think i will hide the report, id probably bring it right up to the medical review board, and trust that His favor will see me through.



"My honor and life both sprang from one, take my honor and my life is done" - W. Shakespear


protect my pride, it is something you gave me.


Argh damn stressed. Let me smile.


In Jesus' name, Amen